Sunday, September 03, 2006
3:07 AM
how many things have i missed??
on may 7th when i read ys blog... he recommended a series called "1 litres of tears"... i saw the preview n didnt thot much of it... mainly bcos of 1 reason... gaming... ya... have 2 admit tt.. so i just passed it... on sept 2nd sept 2am++, i saw alvin's blog recommending the same series... so this time i have some impression on it.. n decided 2 c if its really so gd, as both recommended... just, 2.30am, i've watched fin the show... it took me abt 24hr 2 watch fin the show... there r 11 episodes... but the link recommended by alvin has only 10.. the reason is stated there.. so now, i'm gonna recommend it 2 u guys oso... here is the link:
http://www.youtube.com/profile_videos?user=MoCaJJaR&page=3 ... i hope n i'm sure, u guys will enjoy it as much as i did...
i'm really grateful 2 God 4 giving me this 2nd chance 2 view it once again... he gave me a chance once, but gave me another 1 when i ignored the 1st... how great can God be... lucky ytd i got this feeling of not wanting 2 continue 2 maple... strange feelings keep overcoming me this few days when i maple... mayb God is trying 2 tell me sth but i just didnt bother him.. but really thankful tt he gave me this chance 2 watch this show.. i promise, i wont maple like how i used 2 maple b4.. i'll change.. i'll give time 4 other things 2... i think i've learnt quite a bit from the show... n once again thanx 2 my 2 friends, alvin n ys, 4 recommending such gd shows...
during this show, it made me think a lot... things tt i've always thot of... but come 2 think abt it, this proved tt i'm not the worse kid ever lived... althou the story is not 100% based on the true story (they have 2 add some drama into the story, sry if i've defamed this show... anyway, its still a great show... =) ), but i'm sure its @ least 80% true... the timeline is also diff.. the actual gal died @ 1988 (if i'm not wrong) and she was fighting the diseases 4 abt 10yr... she started writing the diary @ the age of 14... but the show, the girl started writing while she was 15yr old (year 2005) n died slightly more den 10years... tt is not the main pt... but the main pt is the meaning it is trying 2 bring across... while reading the whole show (cos i dun understand jap n read the subtitles only), i felt there is 1 main msg tt the gal (btw, the gal's name is Aya.. this is not her true name... they say they need 2 hide her identity or sth like tt... u'll understand when u watch it) was trying 2 bring across 2 all the ppl who read her diary (18million copies were sold... cool...), which is:
LIVE ON. do not give up on life no matter wat happens... wat touched me was not abt her condition... but how her family n friends gave her encouragement despite knowing tt her illness cannot b cured... never say die attitude... esp the guy, asuo (they didnt mention abt him @ the ending n when they tok abt the current situation of those ppl... so i think he was added in... not sure abt this...) .. he noe tt he n her r impossible but yet, he insisted on being wif her n giving her his love... he went 2 medicine sch just 2 noe more abt her illness n finally hope 2 cure her... touching huh... i wonder if any1 will do the same thing 4 me.. lol.. oso abt her sis trying 2 study hard (her sis is those who is usually 2 lazy 2 study) 2 get into the same sch as her.. wanting 2 finish aya's dream of graduating from tt sch...
2wards the end of the show, i finally cant control myself.. n i dropped a tear.. i couldnt help it... the support n warm given 2 her is just overwhelming... i'm so touched tt any1 can do such things... but i'm sure she has 1 thing better den me... which r photos.. hahaha... as i dun like 2 take photos... so i hardly have any... if u ask me 2 show u how my friends look like.. all i can say is go friendster n c... n usually their photo taken, i'm not inside... hahaha.. a picture says a thousand words... hahaha... how true it is... but i wont regret... cos i'm sure i can remember every1.. no matter wat happens, u guys wont b erased from my memory... the games we played, the silly things we did, the lame n cold jk we said... hahaha... i'll seal dem in my memory... hahaha...
if 1 day i got an incurable disease, will u guys still treat me the same?? will i get the same support as aya got from her family?? hahaha... who noe... all i can say is...
LIVE ON my friends... live life 2 the fullest... n may God bless u n ur family... =)
Why don't u ?