Tuesday, September 05, 2006
12:57 AM
its still fresh in my mind...
i still cant get over the show... yup.. its "1 litre of tears"... i dun noe y... hahaha.. mayb it'll take sometime... not sure how long... but i'm sure 1 day i can... hahaha.. thots of the show is still lingering in my mind... i even went 2 search 4 the song... hahaha.. u guys 1 it?? title is "3月9日"... u guys 1 it can tell me.. i'll send it or tell u guys the webby 2 listen 2 it... althou i dun understand most of the song (mayb i'll go n watch the show 2 look 4 the lyrics), but i roughly noe wat its trying 2 say... its abt the month of march n the things tt r happening... go look @ my previous post 4 the link 2 the show.. u'll understand it better... hahaha... just hope 1 day a miracle can happen 2 me... hahaha... if i were the 1 who got the incurable disease, i wont b asking God, "y did the illness choose me??"... i'm sure i wont ask him this ques... instead, i'll ask God, "will u take care of my family n friends when i'm gone??"... i noe this sounds 2pid... ya... but from the past few days tt, this is wat i've concluded... its not abt dying... its abt continuing life after my death...
just logged into maple n tok 2 friends... wanted 2 leave de.. but rt ask me stay behind n tok 2 friend... zzzz... i'm not saying its pointless 2 tok... but just lazy n tired... they r worth toking 2, no doubts... but whether i'm worth toking 2 is another ques... hahaha.. some ppl who tok 2 me b4 noe i can b quite cold during communication or v warm... if u meet my wrong day, i'll b super cold... hahaha.. or if i'm high tt day, i can tok crap non stop 4 hours... but this warmth in me seems 2 have died down 4 some reason.. i'm no more the person whom u guys (those who noe me in sec sch) noe... the jer who can tok crap non stop 4 hours w/o stopping.. making fun of ppl... making fun of situation... hahaha... mayb i've passed tt age n now i'm becoming a boring person... hahaha...
toking abt being changed... i really hope i can understand more languages... mayb hokkien, teochew, jap, korean, canto... these 5 will b my main list... hahaha... but i'm sure, on the day of my deathbed, i'll noe none of the above... hahaha... i'll still b the same idiot who only noe half bucket of eng n chinese... lol... quite useless right?? hahaha... really admire those ppl who have the ability 2 learn many languages... envious... hahaha... but oso have 2 blame it on my laziness n stupidity... hahahaha...
all i hope in life is not 4 riches or fame... all i wish is 2 travel arnd asia b4 i die... hahaha.. ok la.. i wont b dying soon.. so i must start saving 2day... wahahhaa... i wanna enjoy the world tt God created... hahaha... i dun ask much as 2 go america or europe... my little dream is 2 travel 2 asia's main countries like china, taiwan (provided u think its 1), hk, jap, korea n mayb india... hahaha.. if only i can visit these countries in my life... i'll b a happy man... wahahaha... so any1 wanna sponsor me?? lol... or recommend me any stocks an shares tt will rise 100 times in 1 nite?? erm... 100 times not enough... cos my capital is so little... 1k times would b nice... LOL... all unrealistic dreams... hahaha.. but i hope 2... so if any1 of u guys going there next time (n i mean v v v next time, now no $$... need 2 wait 4 many yr later... LOL...), plz invite me... or i'll invite myself... LOL.. jkjk.. i not so thick skin... hahahah...
Why don't u ?
