Thursday, May 31, 2007
11:31 PM
new function...
been seeing widgets's functions n found a count down timer... lol... added it on the bottom (or middle if u c it) right hand corner of the pg... quite cool huh... lol... so the only thing i can think of is army.. LOL.. so put down the count down date... another 42 days ++... lol...
life had been quite monotonous 4 me... nth special.. just working, coming home, watch tv, use com, slp, wake up, go work... once in awhile go out wif friends... den tt ends... LOL.. nth else.. lol... really no life sia.. really wonder how m i suppose 2 survive like this 4 the rest of my life.. lol... althou i dun have great ambitions, but this is really 2 no life 4 me.. lol... after working 4 2+ months n i'm sick of it.. lol... mayb i should go find an interesting job next time... erm... mayb debt collector?? hahaha... sounds cool..
my future now is really uncertain... my options r rather limited... checked my NUS status on wed... they put Admission denied... which means rejected ba... but no letter from them... so being the usually kiasu singaporean, i went 2 appeal.. lol... but kinda sad sia... rejected by 2 uni... it didnt make me feel super lousy... but its still a feeling u wont 1 2 have... it kinda numbs my heart... hahaha... rather no feeling now... mayb bcos my future is dimmed... many ppl will say, still got 2 yrs 2 apply, dun worry... still can appeal dun worry.. still got pte uni, dun worry... hahaha... i noe all these 2... but it just wont work...
instead of working things out, i went 2 play lame games... hahaha... i dun really wanna think abt my future now... whether 2 work after ns or go pte uni or wat... just no mood now... 2 many things floating on my mind.. dun wanna stress myself.. cos when i'm stressed, i'll b a v bad mood n get pissed over every single thing tt doesnt go my way... den parents will start saying, "he big liao la... can lose temper 2 us now..." so just stay relaxed n not thing abt anything...
trying 2 b optimistic, i still have a ray of hope if they dun reject my appeal... lol... but ya, as u all noe... the chance of a successful appeal is rather hard... cos they must reject/get rejected den can give u the place... so we'll c how ba... i'll think abt it again when the time is up... mayb i should leave my options open abt taking a biz degree... hahaha... its more practical den taking a computer degree... u have more job opportunities... lol... we'll c how things go from here...
ok, enough of me grumbling... hope things r going well 4 u guys... enjoy life dudes... tml back 2 work... zzz...
the more i say, the more i hide.. the less i say, the more i'll show...
Why don't u ?
