Sunday, June 10, 2007
11:40 PM
lazy... zzz...
celebrated enoch's bday ytd... eat dinner den go alvin's house watch confession of pain... ok la.. @ least this is sth special right?? lol... not the usual eat den go home le... LOL... so many ppl arnd me r hitting the big 2... starting 2 feel a bit old already.. lol... with age comes insecurity... lol... no, i'm not toking abt the age prob... its like when we get older, we tend 2 head diff ways... not like the past where we can do many things 2gether... we c each other @ sch, play bball 2gether, do 2pid things 2gether, n the list goes on... now, we meet up 4 specific reasons... we dun have the freedom 2 control the things arnd us anymore... but i'm still glad we still hang out every once n den... no matter 4 wat reason...
been quite moody these few days i guess... but @ the same time, peaceful... contradicting right?? hahaha... just dun have the mood 2 do anything... play game sian... watch tv sian... go run not 2 bad.. go gym go alone sian... go work sian... come back sian... just dun noe wat i really wanna do... i really feel like taking a cruise 4 a few days n just slack on the cabin... hahaha... mayb i'll go 4 1 in july when the sch holidays r over... but not sure if mindef will let me go ma... lol... n oso, not sure if i'll put in the efford 2 do so... so damn lazy 2 do anything now... 1 gd reason y i rather go 4 a cruise den go malaysia (free n ez or tour)... laziness... LOL... lame reason right?? in the cruise u can just slack... can even slp all day.. but if u go malaysia, u walk arnd.. shopping... watever la... n oso not safe on the streets.. LOL...
had this cruise idea 4 quite sometime already... but i really dun c it happening.. lol... 1st: must find 4 ppl 2 get a cheaper ticket... 2nd: some1 must go do the booking n planning... 3rd: must thing of things 2 do if u r going in a grp... so damn lazy 2 think abt such things... lol... best idea is just 2 take a tent n go slp @ some beach.. lol... den make ur way back by foot or bike.. lol... sounds 2pid?? lol...
but since i got no plans 4 the thing being.. mayb i'll extent my working period by another week... haha... stop work n idle @ home is oso not a gd idea... cos its... so sian.. slp wake up, slp wake up... lol... might as well drag my ass n go 2 work n earn my meals.. lol...
anyway, i'm getting the Full Metal Panic - TSR OVA... some special edition tt they say its quite funny.. so i'm really looking 4ward 2 it.. sounds damn cool... FMP rocks.. LOL... ok la... tml back 2 work... drag my monkey ass 2 work liao lor.. lol...
btw, somebody ask me.. would u still jio the guy/gal if tt person already have a stead?? my ans is most prob no... unless 4 special circumstances... like mayb he is cheating on her, ill treat her, toy wif her... lol... there is always a reason 2 make u eat ur words.. lol...
i rather lose u... den c u cry (again)... i may hate myself 4 this... but i will....
Why don't u ?
