Thursday, April 03, 2008
11:55 PM
just do it...
looks like my blog is becoming a monthly event.. lol.. sry abt it.. really not much time available.. lol.. not wanting 2 state the obvious reasons 2.. but life is totally diff after moving 2 my "new" area.. zzz..
some of u must b wondering y i'm posting on a thu.. sth must b wrong.. wahhahaha.. shall only tell u the reason on msn or sth like tt.. lol.. tml will b quite free.. so if any1 wanna meet up 4 lunch or dinner i'm fine wif it.. might not get 2 have this "special" chance anytime soon.. lol..
this week havent been gd 2 me man.. ok, besides the early "release", my physical condition was really bad man.. down wif flu on mon.. while sleeping through the nite, i felt my body getting super warm to hot.. 1st thot, fever.. but just heck it la.. carry on wif my impt slp.. lol..
den 4 the whole day, feel felt damn bad.. head heavy, nose running, hot body, desperate 4 rest, tests coming.. all these shit.. prayed hard man.. serious.. lucky 4 me, by late afternoon, the fever start 2 subside.. phew.. thank God 4 this man.. only den i can start my last min dash 4 studies (anyway, i screwed it up.. LOL)... secretly took my reading, it read 38.3°C.. not 2 bad.. lol.. this was the same reading i got from my previous fever.. lol.. as 4 reason y i didnt go c a doc.. it'll remain a "secret".. lol.. until now, my nose is still giving prob.. lucky i cleared all my physical test already.. phew..
this week is oso a special week.. sth tt i never expected happened.. but from this, i can sense tt sometimes ppl have 2 do wat he must do even if he is reluctant.. some1 must b the bad guy right?? who dun like 2 b the angel n b liked by every1.. sometimes (or rather, all the time), we have 2 b the a55hole who make decisions tt is disliked by all.. y?? bcos a man got 2 do wat a man is suppose 2 do.. there is never a win-win situation.. some1 got 2 pay the price..
i dun noe if i'm starting 2 pity this guy or not.. he seems 2 b some1 he isnt.. but bcos of situation he has 2 b.. i can roughly understand y.. but there is nth i can do.. mayb when some decisions r made next time, i wont blame any1 so badly now ba..
on a lighter note, still counting down man.. another 2.5 months n i'll b a more free man man.. lol..
Why don't u ?
